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Halfway to Nowhere

Halfway through my “find yourself” experience, I found myself visiting the city of Jerusalem where, unfortunately, I did everything but find myself.

Jerusalem is the only city in the world where multiple religions find significant holiness and the only city in the world where I felt uncomfortable for not being Jewish enough. Although it’s important to note my short visit to Jerusalem was under religious pretenses, as I stayed in a hostel dedicated to teaching Jewish practices and ideals to young people who also need a cheap place to stay. I went to try something new, to expose myself to a different part of the extremely diverse and highly talked about city in Israel.

“My Eyes Were Heavy with Jewish Prayers”

After a long-winded Friday night dinner to bring in Shabbat, I tiredly found my way back to the women’s dorm for deserved sleep. My eyes were heavy with Jewish prayers and my mind cloudy from the mass amounts of food.

I woke up the next morning and decided to take a walk through the streets of the historic Old City. My plan was to take pictures of the scenery because that’s what makes me happy. Observing through a camera lens helps me understand my surroundings and appreciate the view in front of me. One key problem here is that using a camera “breaks” Shabbat. Needless to say, walking around with the forbidden device dangling from my neck is anything but the norm, especially in areas not inhabited by tourists which also happen to be the best places to take pictures.

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“Three Religions Singing Praise to ‘Their’ God and I was at the Center of it All”
After another incredibly large lunch at a Kabbalist rabbi’s house, I wandered my way to a secluded rooftop overlooking the Western Wall. The view stopped time for me. I was in this tunnel of thought where I was finally able to understand the gravity of my location.
Right next door, I saw the spectacular golden roof glistening on Temple Mount. The Dome of the Rock stood tall and proud on that crisp, January day. Birds circled around the church towers ringing their notable hymns. I listened as the sounds of the daily Muslim prayers rang out. Three religions singing praise to “their” god and I was at the center of it all. I had this blanket of religion over me and even though I didn’t feel any more Jewish, and surprisingly I felt peace and calmness. I was in disbelief that the city didn’t implode on itself from this kind of religious coexistence.
“Thinking of Others and Being Kind to Anyone You Meet, That’s the Kind of Rules I Want to Try to Live By”

I felt exhausted from just the single day I spent in Jerusalem… All of it seems so insignificant in the grand scheme of things. All of these littles rules that work together to make you a better person in the eyes of God just make it harder for me to understand the main goal. And what goal is that? If it’s the goal to maintain a “good person” status as much as possible, something the Judaism greatly stresses, then I am on board. Thinking of others and being kind to anyone you meet, that’s the kind of rules I want and try to live by.

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“Choosing a Religion is Not as Simple as the One You Were Born Into… Religion Should Come from the Deepest Part of You”
With this mix of religious guilt, beautiful scenery and utter confusion as to how Jerusalem actually exists, I have only come to one conclusion. I am much more confused about my Jewish identity than I previously thought. Choosing a religion is not as simple as the one you were born into. Religion is not as simple as the statement, “I am Jewish”. It’s not as simple as holding to customs and rules which are centuries of years old.
Why? Because religion is something that should come from the deepest part of you, a part that I don’t even think exists in me right now and may not ever exist. For now, I am a surface Jew. I understand the protocol and agree with the values. I say the prayers and enjoy the culture. I even connect with my family through Judaism. But do I connect with that deepest part of me? My time in Jerusalem tells me no, or at least not yet.
Shared with permission from Danielle’s blog, Wayfaring Miss. Read the full entry here.

February 4, 2015 –

The End of My First Month Volunteering

So much time has passed so quickly. I am more settled into the school now and have a semi-routine. We learn some, but for me a big part of my day is spent just having fun with the kids and enjoying our time. I have also been busy helping with  intern tasks at A New Dawn in the Negev.
Learning Arabic and Hebrew
Apart from all my work, Hebrew and Arabic class have been coming along – and I am very much glad for them. A surprising number of Israelis have very little English skills at the market and stores, and the kids enjoy hearing me try to talk in Arabic. They like that my Arabic is on the same level as their English, and when we do learn some new words they will also make me to say and write the Arabic.
Starting to Volunteer with High School Students
I also began to participate in an afterschool program at the Al Najak High School in Rahat, located next to the Al Salam Elementary School where I volunteer during the day. We have only met twice so far, but I hope to be able to connect more with them over the next several months.
Traveling Around Israel
Because as a Masa Bedouin Coexistence Fellow, I am in a program that is also sponsored in part by Masa, I get to go on trips around Israel pertaining to Jewish identity. In January, we went to a farming community in the southern desert along the Egyptian border. The vegetables were huge and delicious.
It was very cool to see green fields surrounded by sand, where historically nothing has ever grown, and also to see a Zionist vision within non-disputed Israeli territory.
Visit to SodaStream Factory
I was able to participate in a visit with local Bedouin youth, alongside A New Dawn, to the new Sodastream factory in Rahat, It has moved from its controversial previous location in occupied territory of the West Bank to Rahat, Israel (in the Negev).
After a nice tour with the youth, a lunch, and free Sodastream soda – I can now recommend the machine: the product is very healthy and no longer controversial – the company arranged a nice tree planting activity for us for the national Jewish holiday of Tu B’Shvat, which represents the birthday of the trees.
We began the activity by decorating our pots where seeds could be planted, and were soon joined by local workers. It was very enlightening to see so many happy people, from a variety of backgrounds, talking and laughing. It was a very nice example of Jews, Arabs, and others in peace, which I have been told was also the case at their previous factory. Along us were religious and secular Jews, Bedouin Arabs, Russians and African migrants and others, all together. It was very much a breath of fresh air.
Open House with Israeli Political Candidates
I also went to see Israeli political parties debate in English in Tel Aviv over issues for the upcoming March elections It was surprisingly interesting. I wish American candidates would be so blunt.
Exploring Rahat
This week some the adventures of exploring Rahat have begun. I went to the indoor market (see photo) and it had such great food options, I was still not able to resist the lull of AFC (Arab Fried Chicken!).
I am looking forward to what February brings.
Shared with permission from Cody’s blog: Texas to the Negev.
Thanks to the “Baltimore Jewish Times” and journalist Melissa Gerr for featuring A New Dawn in the Negev and our founder and executive director, Jamal Alkirnawi, in their recent article, “Negotiating the Negev.”
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Focus on Bedouin Youth – A New Dawn creates opportunity for young at-risk population

Jamal Alkirnawi, 35, grew up in the Negev’s largest Bedouin community of Rahat, just north of Be’er Sheva. Since his teen years, he’s not been satisfied sitting on his laurels, instead, he has pushed “to enact real change” in his community.

At 16, he established a never-before-existing student council at his school and through that met students from around the country. That exposure widened his horizons, and he began to see the opportunities possible, he said. At that young age Alkirnawi dedicated himself to activism for his community.

He earned a scholarship to McGill University in Montreal, completed a degree in social work and returned to Israel as an academic counselor at Ben-Gurion University of the Negev. Alkirnawi quickly realized he couldn’t “just be in a nice office, at a university.”

“I needed to get back to the ground,” he said. “I can’t sit on the [sidelines] and say things will move by themselves.”

Alkirnawi also became a father.

“You care about your kids, you don’t want them to have the same challenges, you want to break the cycle,” he said. “This drives me so much.”

In 2009, he and several Bedouin and Jewish colleagues founded A New Dawn in the Negev, for which he is director. A New Dawn provides academic and cultural education and international exposure for about 600 Bedouin youths from ages 5 to 18. Programs range from after-school English instruction, a language exchange that includes German, English, Spanish, Chinese, Arabic and Hebrew, the Strings of Change Bedouin Youth Orchestra and a digital media center. Visiting graduate students from around the world also work with the youths.

Imminent approval by the Israeli government will enable the start of a scholarship program for A New Dawn’s international student exchange, beginning with Germany.

“Change is always hard and is sometimes shunned, but we have been successful in the Bedouin communities for a few reasons,” Alkirnawi said. The main reason is the large demand for youth programming, previously nonexistent. The programs stand out because they are “social services for Bedouins by Bedouins,” he added.

“A New Dawn is working to bring the Bedouin community to a higher standard … in partnership with the surrounding society,” he said, “to create a flourishing and blooming Negev.”

A New Cause, “A New Dawn”

Meet Danielle Myers, a Masa Israel Teaching Fellow who volunteers with A New Dawn in the Negev. This is her first blog entry. (Danielle is pictured below, third from the right.)

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“Yes, the White Girl Wanted to Go to Rahat”

I couldn’t say exactly what made me so apprehensive to visit Rahat, a city outside of Beer Sheva, Israel where 80,000 Bedouins have settled over the past 20 years. Maybe it was the fact that I didn’t know a single word of Arabic. Maybe it was the fact that I was wearing pants and showing my hair instead of dawning a long dress and hijab. Or maybe it was the fact that two buses had to drive past me before one finally realized that yes, the white girl wanted to go to Rahat.

All I knew was that I hadn’t felt those nerves since I stepped off my flight to Israel last September. Thankfully, those apprehensions lasted only until I met the incredibly motivated high school students I would be working with once a week in the Bedouin city.

I shook hands with each of them, most who were shy at the start. Some knew more English than others. Some were dressed like me and some were not. After our introductions, I looked around at the timid smiles that overtook the stark white classroom which we commandeered after school that first Monday and despite my initial worries, I knew I was in the right place.

It Was “Anything but Your Average American High School”

With a foreign perspective, I judged the classroom with concern, spotting the graffitied desks and wall art that seemed to stop midway through its full vision. The school layout looked familiar, although the grounds were anything but your average American high school. Trash was scattered through the grass and and even horse manure dotted the pavement in some particularly curious locations.

Needless to say, there wasn’t much to work with at the high school. Lack of wi-fi and even whiteboard markers made my job at the beginning a difficult one. But with a few meetings under my belt, I’ve learned to get by with what we have.

“Some Want to Be Teachers, Doctors, and Biologists”

And we do more than just get by in that small classroom in Rahat, we enjoy and and we learn. As part of their welcoming and nurturing custom, some members bring snacks and traditional Bedouin tea. It’s delicious. The teens are so hopeful, so positive and well adjusted. They are smart and have goals for their futures. Some want to be teachers, doctors and biologists. They love to speak English which makes my task an easy one.

“You must first learn about yourself and where you come from before you can understand and appreciate other cultures.”

We, myself and the members of A New Dawn in the Negev, want to expose the students to the world outside of Rahat while emphasizing the importance of assessing their own culture objectively. As Jamal Alkirnawi, the founder of this Bedouin-Jewish organization says, “You must first learn about yourself and where you come from before you can understand and appreciate other cultures.”

“These Young Adults are Inspiring”

Most importantly, I want them to have fun. It’s one of the few times they can do something for themselves without parents or siblings dictating their time and efforts. Many of them have five or more siblings making home a difficult place to breathe and reboot. They choose to come and expose themselves to new people, ideas and languages. I didn’t realize how proud I could be of people I am just beginning to make relationships with, but really, these young adults are inspiring.

It makes me want to do all I can to give them the best hour and a half of their week. It makes me want to do more than that hour and a half. Recently, members of the program and I have been toying with the idea of sending a group of girls on a trip somewhere outside Rahat. The “girls trip” comes as a result of Bedouin gender views on traveling with the opposite sex.

“I Want to Take Them to a Concert or to the Sea”

I want to take them to a concert or to the sea. Their reality is a life within 8 square miles of Bedouin land, and for some of their cohorts, that is enough and that is okay. But I know for a fact many of them desire more.

Which leads me to the second and main reason why I am writing this post. This is my attempt to raise awareness, and yes, money. Help me take these girls somewhere special. Help me make a small impact in the lives of those who are already so motivated. Help me at least show them what Israel, their own country, has to offer, because right now showing them the world isn’t an option.

“Know that Your Money Will Go Straight to my Afterschool Program in Rahat”

Below is a link to my fundraising page which funnels all of its earnings to A New Dawn. Know that your money will go straight to my afterschool program in Rahat and will help cover costs of learning materials, volunteer transportation and trips outside of Rahat.

Continue to check back and read about my journey working with this special group of people. This is only the beginning.

Shared with permission from Danielle’s Blog, Wayfaring Miss.

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Last week we enjoyed a field trip, touring the ‪Negev‬ with the Jewish National Fund. The trip focused on Israeli innovations and Jewish community support of Israel and one another.

Pictured here is one of our volunteers, Masa Bedouin Coexistence Fellows, Cody Merrick. A highlight of the tour was visiting ‪#Sderot‬’s indoor playground, which is 100% fortified, enabling the children to play safely inside under any conditions. Pictured here is their climbing wall and play areas (see photos below).

Cody reported he was excited to meet a number of Texas donors, from his home community, who had generously supported Sderot and the Negev.

Sign up to be a Masa Bedouin Coexistence Fellow and join us to make the Negev your home away from home.

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January 20, 2015 – Cody starts volunteering.

First Day in Beer Sheva and on-hands with A New Dawn in the Negev

Getting to Know Beer Sheva –

The best word I can use to describe Be’er Sheva is “in-progress”. There is construction and revitalization everywhere, especially because of the growing student population. [Photo: See how many cranes there are on the rooftops?] I live in an area that seems to be mostly students, and new immigrants from Russia, Africa, and Middle Eastern countries, as well as some low-income residents.
City of Rahat –
My first impression of Rahat, is that is is clearly a newer city, with a plethora of food options that I can’t wait to try and I look forward to interacting with the very curious (as to who I am) locals.
English Camp at the Al Salam Elementary School –
I was able to participate in the Al Salam Elementary School’s English camp on its last day [as vacation for Arab schools in Israel was ending]. The students are excited, over-energetic, and love music. Surprisingly, they almost all love to dance -including the boys.
Getting to Know Bedouin Culture –
On the first week, I also took part in a visit by representatives from the German Embassy, a Lutheran Group that works in the West Bank, and university students from an Israeli and American University whom all came to learn about the Bedouin people, their current challenges and city of Rahat. I also will be here for the opening of the new and nearly complete Jewish-Bedouin Center in Rahat, which A New Dawn hopes to use to host a variety of educational and entertaining activities.
I feel in this first week alone, I know more about the Bedouin that many Jewish-Israelis that are born here.
I learned about the “semi-forced” relocation plans, the history and the plethora of challenges and lack of resources that the government-planned Bedouin relocation cities face, such as unemployment and educational opportunities.
 I also visited the unrecognized village of Al Sira, that technically could be demolished and had a great meal and learning session, along with fellow do-gooders.
Shared with permission from Cody’s blog: Texas to the Negev
January 18, 2015 – Cody arrives in Israel and makes his way to Beer Sheva.

Arrival To Be’er Sheva

On January 5th, I met with my program coordinator in Jerusalem. After a short bus ride, we arrived in Beer Sheva and I settled into my housing.
I was very surprised, that some type of Mexican Food exist here. It’s not the same as Que Taco.
[Remember, he hails from San Antonio – Cody, trust us that as much as we want it to be so, Mexican food is not the same on this side of the border.]
I had a busy week of introductions ahead, settling in, exploring and learning, so I went to sleep…